My first public exposureMy first public exposure . . .I had been going through a period of denial, not self imposed though rather a period that I had no one to spend my personal gurl time with. The friend that I had spending time with for the last year and a half that my wife convinced me to open up to Steve, had determined he no longer wanted to be unfaithful to his wife. Regardless of how much he loved me dressing up for him, how much he enjoyed touching my lingerie and especially how well I had learned what really made him feel good. He knew it was wrong to keep it from his wife even though she was of an age that sex was no longer enjoyable to her he was willing to deny himself all pleasure because it was the right thing to do. Myself on the other hand had decided while my wife was going through an early onslaught of menopause I would share my love of all things silk and satin, especially wearing her panties and stockings. This was not acceptable in any way shape or form though with her. She said she had known it for sometime and it was going to have to stop because I was stretching her things out! I was going to have to get my own things. Thank God for the Internet because a man with a 36 inch waist and a 48 inch chest is not something you can shop for at Walmart. We did however share some shopping time buying some sexy panties a few times. This led to my first experience with my friend Steve that I have already shared in another story. Anyways . . . thank God for a wife that understands that my sexuality is opening up and it isn’t fair that I should close all my doors while she is trying different methods of gaining her own libido back.This period of denial wasn’t working well for me however while I was trying different methods of meeting new friends. I tried different sight as well as SLS, single man on man encounters where a guy who looks like a man in lingerie is in demand are really not that common. So one day my urges led me to make the decision I was going to put my finest outfit together and put it on underneath of my jeans and a dress shirt and go out to an adult theater/bookstore that had booths and glory holes. I had never thought of this in the past as all I really wanted was a male friend who enjoyed the same things I did, hopefully someone else married that made this a mutually beneficial arrangement. None the less I wanted someone to appreciate my love of lingerie and I was feeling lonely for the hardness I enjoyed the most so dressing to the nines and heading out to show my wares had to come to it’s time.I picked out my favorite white corset along with a new see through white sissy bra I had just purchased. White lingerie is always a favorite among men and this was a great oufit. I had just recently started enjoying wearing bras and sissy bras that were specifically made to fit men looked best on me personally. This along with white stockings and hot pink panties make for a nice attention grabber. I dressed myself all up at home, finding great difficulty keeping my hard manhood inside the bright pink satin panties was hard as hell, literally and figuratively but I managed to do it long enough to get a pair of blue jeans on and buttoned up over my stockings, garters and corset. I tried a nice white dress shirt and I love wearing a white dress shirt and jeans but while admiring myself in the mirror I realized bursa escort any semi blind moron could easily figure out that I was wearing a bra and corset under the shirt. Knowing I had to drive a ½ hour to get to the theater and the chance of seeing people my wife and I know along the way at this time of day was a more than real possibility and respecting my wife enough to not put her into that predicament (as much as being caught turns me on) I decided to go with a black dress shirt that hided it. I still was pleased about how good I was looking but I was concerned about a few things, my watch, wallet, cell phone and carrying money to get into the theatre. So I left all of these things in my pocket ready to lock in my glove box till I get there and off I drove.I arrived at the theater not sure of what to expect as I had never been there before. Parked in the rear as far from the building and sight of the road as possible, locked everything in the glove box took a deep breath and off I went. I walked in, looked around and saw a few guys walking around shopping the video variety and dildo selection then over in the corner was a door marked theater and viewing booths. I walked to the counter and asked where the theater was? She told me the theaters were through that door, the first one was straight turn the corner and the gay one was on the right, keep on going and I would see the viewing booths (Glory holes). I said thank you, then asked which one was the gay theater? She told me “Oh, don’t worry you will know which one was the gay one, it will be the one with the movie of guys sucking cocks” Then she smiled like a smart ass, I thanked her and took the $10 dollars worth of tokes and tipped my head down and went for the door. Once I walked in it was easy to determine which theater was which, she was right. I walked around with curiosity figuring out what was going on trying to figure out how I could let people know I was dressed as a pretty sissy, what my intentions were and how to go about this? After walking around about 15 – 20 minutes I found it was apparently fine to just sit down in the theatre and pull your dick out and start stroking it, you didn’t have to go into a booth to do so. So I found a couch in the gay theatre to have a seat on and I started rubbing my cock through my jeans and had the attention of a few men . . . until I opened my shirt to reveal my corset and bra, then they were off and gone damn it. Apparently gay guys are not into men in womens lingerie, go figure. So I stood up realizing I was in the wrong place and went to walk around some more. I found myself in the straight theatre and was enjoying myself watching both a few young men stroking their hard cocks as well as watching the porn on the large screen when my urges got the netter of me and I opened my shirt again exposing my corset and bra. I noticed rapidly this drew the attention of more than one of these young men. Gathering all the courage I could find I stood up, slid my boots off and dropped my pants neatly folding them and setting them on the couch beside me and placing my boots below them (still leaving my shirt on for fear of having to cover up in a hurry I guess?) any ways, there I was in my beautiful white outfit, pink satin panties with a raging boner rubbing myself on a couch in front of approximately 7 or 8 men, some of them stroking bursa escort bayan their cocks thinking “What the actual fuck am I thinking”? Some of the men who were standing walked up to the couch and watched me while either rubbing their cocks through their pants or pulling their cocks out and stroking them while watching me. What this did to me I can’t explain well enough, my cock was so hard inside my panties while just rubbing it through the satin was harder than I think it had been in a very long time. I started stroking it and I can honestly say it was so hard it actually hurt. What a turn on, I was just starting to feel comfortable when two guys in military cammo came in and sat on a couch and just ignored the spectacle that was me . . . within a minute or so the men around me started leaving and there I was exposed and alone again. A few minutes go by and eventually one of the two military guys got up and left, the other waited a minute or so and started looking around as to see where he was. He slowly and cautiously walked over and stood next to me and just watched me, staring at me, I was feeling very uneasy and my dick was going soft fast so I put it away and adjusted my posture on the couch when the young military man leaned over I got very nervous when he whispered in my ear “Please don’t stop” What a relief I looked at him and he motioned towards my now limp dick and said “Stroke it again”. Not yet really comfortable again, still cautious I started to stroke it. It took a few minutes but I started to regain some rigidity, when I noticed his hand in his pants tugging at his own dick I felt much better. So I just watched him and continued to stroke myself. Eventually I was rock hard again, he leaned over to whisper again and he asked me “Do you suck”? I looked around and shook my head yes (there were about 5 men still in there, stroking their cocks or rubbing their jeans pretending not to even notice this extremely well built military guy next to me. He pulled out his cock which at this point was about ¾ erect and leaned over very close to my head. I looked his cock over very close, it was just a normal 6” cut cock and looked clean enough, my hopes were that being military if he had any cleanliness issues the military health plan would have already taken care of it so holding it my hand a second feeling it pulse with his heart beat I decided to go for it and started doing what I really wanted which was to feel a hard man enjoy my experience with me. It only took the guy a minute or two and I heard him say shit quietly and his friend was back walking his way. His friend said “Nice, you found one”? He said very nervously “Uhh, yeah” he said cool and walked over to another couch and plopped down, whipped his own cock out and started playing with it trying to get hard. Meanwhile the guy in my mouth was obviously feeling uncomfortable because his buddy was there. He didn’t go limp but he was not pumping me the way he was a minute ago so I was trying to help giving it my best actions. Finally his buddy said “Dude let me have a turn” he was a happy little guy and jumped right up and waddled with his pants half over to me smiling and having fun. My guy was really feeling embarrassed and un easy, I felt for him seriously. But his buddy on the other hand was having big fun and stepped right up and said suck it escort bursa gurl while he laughed out loud, so I did. He was feeling it and I have to say it made me feel good, he was talking a mile a minute, babbling on oh yeah baby, suck it, make me cum, that’s it go for it gurl. He was having fun and it was turning me on big time, the first guy was just watching at this point. Rock the blowjob, sitting on the couch dressed up and loving life this guy finally got close and let everyone in the room know it. “I’m gonna blow baby”! I was just in that middle of that powerful feeling I love so much of controlling a man when he is ready to cum when he says “Damn it Kevin, look at this motherfucker! His dick is harder than fuck just from sucking my cock! Am I good or what” Then I let him, go he pumped and pumped saying “Oh yeah, here I cum” and yes he did. As fast as he came, he left saying “I’ll be outside man, take your time”. After he left everyone watched his friend “Kevin” waiting to see what he was going to do. He walked up and said sorry (I don’t know for what) he just stoof there watching me so I started stroking again, he asked “Do you? I mean, do you want to”? You know . . .” I looked at him and said “Yes, I do” He was a meaty, strong looking guy, and he said “Are you sure? It’s okay” I looked and this guy was really concerned and trying to be as nice as possible so I said I would really like to go back to what we were doing, and reached out to grope his crotch. “Okay, if you’re sure” So he reluctantly pulled his half cock out again and moved closer allowing me to take him into my mouth. One minute later he was hard again rocking me trying to get a rhythm going. He was enjoying himself for a couple minutes of me doing the best I could and I could feel he was getting close. I started to quicken my pace and he was in the mode when he tried to pull out saying “I’m close” and he was pulling himself out and I was trying not to let him, I just kept sucking, while he tried to pull out. I stopped to tell him it was okay . . . He asked “Are you sure”? “I said yes, please” he looked at me and said “Really”? I said yes and I went back to the task. No more than one minute later he was there again. When this guy let go it was just like the real pornos, the ones you know are fake. This guy must have been holding out for some poor girl for months, wow. I did my best to take it all and I was proud of it too. He finished and said “I have to go, but he really looked like he wanted to stay. I just said “I know and smiled” and off he went. After he left I finished myself, knowing everyone was watching and two other guys were trying to get close enough for me to suck them but I was to busy getting myself off, and it didn’t take long. Once I came I was done, I put my pants back on, tried to button myself up and make myself look normal and found my way out. Walking out the girl behind the counter smiled and said “You found it huh”? I said “Yeah, all set thank you” I got to the car, got inside and straightened myself up and put my seat belt on, that’s when I noticed . . . Kevin left a very large deposit on my shirt. I am sure the girl behind the counter never imagined anything other than a simple blowjob had taken place, but after I got over the initial embarrassment and started thinking about it I have to say it was a great experience and I wish I could find another guy like Kevin to make a regular friendship out of. I guess it was just a simple call of duty for him, but I would love to do my duty to help support the troops as often as possible, what a great guy, what a great time.