“I saw him again today. I want so badly for him to notice me, but to him, Im just another co-worker who always messes up.” I can feel my thoughts going through my head a mile a minute. “All I ever do is mess up. He could never be attracted to a freak like me..” I realize Im speaking to myself. For some reason that I cannot explain, I can never open up to anyone, unless it was my best friend, Aaron. I’m sitting on my bed cross-legged as I realize how ridiculous I sound talking to myself like I’m going to somehow get some type of response from the gods about what to do. “I don’t blame him, I wouldn’t even be attracted to a freak like me. I just got dumped for being too boring.” I look out my window and see the raindrops hit my windowsill. I glance at my alarm clock on my night stand that reads 11:30PM. “Guess I should go to bed.. I’ll see him again in the morning. We both open with the same shift..” I brush my teeth, staring at myself in the mirror trying to find the slightest bit of beauty in myself, to which I fail miserably. I climb into bed, pull the covers over my head, and fall asleep.
“Hey!” I look up and see Jason running towards me. “What’s up?”he asks. I look around, thinking he’s gotta be talking to someone behind me or something, but there’s nobody around but me. “You okay?” he asks while looking at me like I’m a deer in headlights.
“Yeah,” I say, shaking my head clear. “I just wasn’t expecting anyone to say anything to me.. haha..” I hate how awkward my laugh is. He nods and laughs a little seeing my discomfort.
“Should I let you go on with… Whatever it is you were going to do?” He looks at me waiting for a response when all I can do is melt and stare into his eyes.
“Uh. No. I wasn’t doing anything special.. What’d you need?” I am trying so hard not to sound like a total idiot, probably not succeeding at all.
“Oh, I was just walking to the corner store and saw you. Was wondering if you wanted to hang out of a bit?”
“Really? Sure! I could always use some company.” My heart is pounding. “Want to go to the park down the street or something?”
“We could,” He said smiling. “I kind of had something else in mind…”
He takes a step toward me and puts his hand on my canlı bahis shoulder. I try my hardest to not let my knees go weak. His hand slides from my shoulder, down to my elbow, to my wrist and then he grabs my hand. “Well, I was going to the corner store to buy a lighter, but then we could go over to my place and hang out.”
“Okay, that sounds fun.” I’m screaming with excitement on the inside and hoping he doesn’t see how excited I am.
We walk to the corner store, he grabs a lighter and wanders to the other end of the store. I don’t want to be nosy, so I don’t follow him, but I do want to know what he’s looking at. I see him grab something and walk to the cash register. I’m standing by the door and get a quick glimpse of what he had picked up. I see a label that says ‘Magnum ultra-thin’. “Oh my God,” I whisper to myself. I try to convince myself they aren’t going to be for us. He’s probably got some kind of friend with benefits. I watch him pay and walk towards me, reaching for my hand again. We start walking down the road and all I can think about is how he bought those condoms. “Hey, Jason?” I say trying to keep calm.
“Hm?” He says as if caught off-guard that I said anything
“I couldn’t help but notice that at the corner store, you purchased a box of condoms.. And I was just wondering—”
“If I intend to use them with you?” He interrupts.
“Well… Yeah..” I hope I don’t sound like a total dork..
“Only if you want me to,” he says looking down at me with a wink. He clearly saw the awkwardness in my expression “I’m only kidding. But I do just prefer to keep a few just to be safe, ya know?”
“Oh. Right.” I feel the blood rushing to my face as I start to feel a little disappointed. Secretly, I really did hope they were for us.
We finally got to his house and he sets the bag with the lighter and condoms on his nightstand. “Well, here’s my room. It isn’t much, but my roommate should be here soon and I don’t want to deal with him. He can be pretty nosy at times.” He winks at me again as he sits on the edge of his bed.
“Oh, that’s fine. I understand.” I stood awkwardly in the doorway not sure if I should join him on his bed.
“You know, you don’t have to stand in the doorway.. You can bahis siteleri come sit with me if you’d like.” He said laughing.
“Okay,” I walk over to him and sit next to him. We sat there for a moment and I felt his hands on my shoulders.
“You know, I would never want to pressure you into anything, but I do really like you.” He whispered in my ear.
“Yeah. Why do you sound so surprised? You are beautiful girl. And getting to know you at work, you’re really a great person.”
“Well, I kind of have a tiny little crush on you as well….”
“Oh? I didn’t know that..”
“Mhm.. I didn’t want to tell you because I thought you didn’t notice me at work..”
“How could I not? You’re gorgeous.” I felt his body get closer to me as my breathing got heavier and my heartbeat faster. I look at him, his face just inches away. I closed my eyes and the next thing I know, my lips are being pressed against his. He wrapped his arms around me as he pulled me on top of him while he started to lay back on his bed. We started making out, playing with one-another’s tongues. I couldn’t help but give a little moan as he bit my lower lip. His lips felt so soft and warm against mine. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rolled over on my back so he was on top of me. He started kissing my neck, which made me moan a little louder. Then he whispered, “I love hearing your moans.” This sent me over the top. I had never been this turned on and I wanted all of him. I took his hand and put it on the inside of my thigh so he could feel how wet I was getting. I was wearing a skirt so it would have been fairly obvious.
“Oh my,” he said in shock “You’re certainly wet.” He laughed a low, sexy laugh and started to pull my thong off. Next, I felt his fingers on my clit as he slowly rubbed me, teasing me all the while. I moaned again as I pulled him closer to me. After about five minutes of this teasing, he started fingering me; using his index, middle, and ring finger inside me.
“Oh my God,” I moaned “That feels so good!” I was in complete ecstasy. He started going faster and faster until I became close to an orgasm. “Jason,” I moaned, “I’m going to have an orgasm!” He said nothing, bahis şirketleri just smiled as he started taking off my shirt with his other hand. Once my shirt and bra were off, he started sucking on my breasts. “Oh God, I’m so close!” I wanted to cum and I wanted it bad. He then stopped, undid his pants and dropped his jeans. To my surprise, he had nothing on underneath. His shirt came off next.
“Do you want to,” he asked. I nodded, not being able to find the words to tell him I was a virgin. But I didn’t care. I wanted him to be my first. “You HAVE had sex before, right?” I hesitated. I didn’t want to lie to him so I shook my head. “No? Really?” I was hoping so badly that my inexperience wouldn’t turn him off.
“I’m sorry,” I said
Then he kissed me again and whispered, “Do you really want me to be your first?”
I nodded and told him “Yes.”
He then smiled and said “If I hurt you, you HAVE to tell me. I don’t want to cause you any pain.” I agreed and told him I would. Soon, I felt his member start to insert me.
“Ohhh,” I moaned quite loudly. “Keep going, don’t stop!” He took those words and suddenly started pounding into me. “OH MY GOD!!!” I screamed.
He suddenly stopped and very worriedly said “Are you okay?? Did I hurt you??”
I smiled and replied with “No, it just hurt for a minute. Keep going!”
He smiled and kept sliding into me. “Oh, fuck, Emily! You’re so tight! It feels so great!” He kept pounding into me, faster and faster. “Emily,” he moaned. “‘Im so close. I don’t want to cum until you have.”
I smiled and said “I’m really close.” He then took his hand and started rubbing at my clit really fast which put me on the edge. “Oh God, Jason! I’m going to cum! Cum with me!!” He thrust into me hard and I was over the edge. We came together, moaning each other’s names in pleasure.
“Emily! Emily!!” I sprung up in my bed to my mother yelling at me to get up. “Emily! Get up! You’re going to be late for work!!”
“Okay, mom! I’m up!!” I yelled. I heard her mutter something and walk down the stairs. I looked forward and saw my refection in the mirror. “Was that all really just a dream?” I thought to myself. “But it seemed so real.” The amount of disappointment that flooded over me was massive. “Ugh.” I groaned. “How am I supposed to go to work and face him now? All ‘Im going to think about is that dream!” I thought. I got up, got dressed, and left for work, hoping I could control myself around him.